What am I trying to face?

What am I trying to find?

Am I trying to face all darkness,

Or rid it from my mind!

What is this.. earning existence,

That keeps me in a continuos strain...

I am no creature of darkness,

But my mind rather than thy eyes, is used to the pain!

The only slight passing moments of light...

(an improbable attempt of balance)

Feel warm in thy body and show of my bulging face...